I found these at the Goodwill today and suddenly I had the whole nursery planned. I’m not pregnant. Not sure it will/can happen. But how perfect would this be?!
Grayish walls with an accent wall painted a soft yellow. On the yellow wall these signs, big stars painted in matching colors and those star-wall-lamps from IKEA, all collaged above the crib, or changing table/dresser duo. Probably the dresser.
And then I had to shake my head. Tell myself to wait. Those pictures will hide behind the closed door of the empty room until there is a positive pregnancy test.
Even then I know nothing is guaranteed until the second trimester, well, really birth.
It got real, real fast. Doesn’t help I struggle with depression. The spiral down happens in an instant. As if infertility isn’t hard enough! This journey is full of unknowns and difficulties. I hope I’m strong enough and that my meds hold me together and don’t harm a future baby.
Fingers crossed and accepting baby dust.
Hard to get excited and make nursery plans with the burden of infertility. I know the feeling. ((hugs))
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Those are cute!! I have depression also and take antidepressants. My doctor said that if I got pregnant, he would actually want me to stay on the meds. That was kind of a relief for me, but I also understand the concern. Sending positive thoughts and baby dust!
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Thanks for your encouraging words. I would definitely stay on my meds. I just worry. 🙂
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I struggle with depression too. Don’t worry about your meds harming a future baby. The most important thing is you’re taking care of yourself right now. Hugs!
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Depression scares me. It really does. So many what if’s once I am a mother. What if I feel to crappy to function? What if I can’t handle it? I’ll never really know until it’s here, but it’s a reality when your brain goes haywire occasionally! Love you, my friend.
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I LOVE thrifting!!!! It’s like the best hobby!!!!
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It’s an addiction. I have so many half finished projects. But why pay full price? 🙂
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