Not the good kind of surprise

Surprise! It’s never what you expect. Didn’t expect to get my second ultrasound and blood work to reveal that I had already ovulated. I early ovulated; yes, that’s a thing. Pregnancy is all sorts of complicated!

Translation: canceled IUI for this month.

The bonus is that I don’t have to worry about whether I’m pregnant or not. Downside, one more month of waiting.

I’m numb today. There isn’t much else I can do. I cried a little yesterday. Somehow taught a yoga class last night and treated myself to a milkshake with the hubby. Because it’s hard for him too.

He’s more quiet about it. I try to let him know he doesn’t have to be strong for me. In fact, I need to know he’s sad with me. Otherwise, what are we doing? We are in this together.

That’s all I really have to say today.

 

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5 thoughts on “Not the good kind of surprise

  1. I’m glad you’re having the courage and taking the time to blog about this. I’m sorry your body ovulated early this month. Do the drugs they have you on change your “normal” cycle? Did they say if you should be cautious of ovulating early again next month? How frustrating. It’s like a twisted game of darts while someone is moving the dart board.

    Hang in there girl, you are one of the strongest people I know. You got this.

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    • I was only on clomid for 5 days. They said they’ll monitor more closely next month. Trial and error. I like the analogy of a moving dart board! Spot on.

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